How long can i do this? It's really suffocating me so much, i want to give up but my heart still chooses to stay. A few days you're fine, but now it's starting again. Don't you feel anything at all? Not a single bit? Really very tired of holding on , fighting for you. But how do i let go? Pls tell me what should i do? Perhaps, that few days of you talking to me, makes you feel irritated by me again and again. But i really tried, i tried so hard to change , just to have you to like me but you just seem to feel nothing. I'll never be good enough for you. Just wanna be the one that stays by your side through everything, but i always get pushed away. Whatever i should do, i did. Whatever i shouldn't do, i still need. What else can i do now? Trying so hard to not feel anything, trying so hard to act strong but deep inside i'm destroyed. Everything is so messed up right now. I just want to know , what can i still do to have you to look at me again and love me with your whole heart? Tell me.
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