Even after telling you how I felt, you don’t seem to care . Even when I don’t text you the whole day, you don’t seem to care . You simply don’t care at all. I really got no idea what to do anymore . Maybe it’s time I give up, you’re right after all (:

Hated this feeling so much, but you wouldn’t understand and I won’t say it anymore . Everything is going down to myself, only myself. I just wished..

You don’t understand how it feels to be ignored by so
Someone you love . How nasty you make me feel whenever you ignore me .. Bht I still chose to love you, maybe you’re right , I’m being cheap like this . To stick around you despite the way you are treating me right now .. All I ever wanted all this while is for you to love me back , but you just don’t admit or perhaps you’re making me confuse . I really don’t know what to do anymore , how many times have I said that I wanna give up and yet till now I’m still here after 2 years of struggling . I just wanna be happy, with you ..

We still ended up like this. No matter how hard I try I can’t hide the feeling I have for you. What am I even supposed to do ..

I wished it lasted , for the past 3 days or so I’m really happy. And I thought things are getting better , I really do. I thought I heard you calling me that , I’m not sure . But I just thought things are getting better from than. But it seem like it went back the same again... why is it so hard to get you? I wish those last few days went pass slower .. I miss you

A moment I feel that you care but next I don’t feel it anymore . I just wanna know what am I to you? Am I really just a Friend to you ? I wish I’m that important to you, I just want you to be by my side . Sometimes I had rather you scold me or argue with me , at least I know you care but we don’t .. you can’t be bothered to argue at all. I miss those times where you actually do care and love me ..

I just don’t feel good. I feel so tired . Every single time I try I get hurt. And you don’t care about how I feel, you kept saying and saying. I really don’t know. It doesn’t matter how I felt , you never cared . It really breaks my heart