Is there actually a way that i can stay in your life? Tell me. So upset, for the past few days, all i feel is shit. So shitty, so much for having so much feelings. Will things get better if i hold on? Will i be stronger ? Will i be less clingy ? Will i ever get to hear you saying you love me? All those questions..but i just don't have the answer to them. It's so heartening to see us like this, but it never bothered you at all.. Why ? Am i that easy to stop loving ? Am i that easy to let go ? Is it that easy to walk over me and leave like this? Why does it seem like no one is ever afraid of losing me? I'm not afraid of waiting, what i'm afraid is after whatever i did, but you ended up not having the same thought or feeling like me? What should i do by than? I honestly don't even know what to do right now, other than feeling shitty, nothing else. Everything is in a mess, things never ever go my way . Never. And i hate how i'm living right now...
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