loving you was hard, i couldn't breathe anymore..

I finally got my ans, the ans that i've been wanting for days. I guess i was right afterall... I'm letting go , because that's what you wanted, isn't it? I hope you're happy rn. Honestly speaking, i really wish you'll ask me to stay but well... It won't happen on me. No one is ever afraid of losing me anw. Decided to stop, not because i don't love you. It's because you never cared. I'm really tired. I just don't know , i wanna be alone. Loving you was indeed hard..