I tried so hard, but i guess my hardest wasn't enough..

I deserve this.

If i hadn't let you know, things wouldn't turn out this way. I knew things would turn out this way right from the start but i still told you..

Its already decided, nothing else left to say. What i do, what i think, it doesn't matter. Too tired to continue. I quit. No matter how much i do, it'll never be enough. It's not that i don't love anymore, it's just that i can't. I never saw it coming, i should have started running a long long time ago. Maybe most people thinks that i can handle everything, but the fact is that i can't.. Because i always show it on the outside that i can and eventually everyone thinks that i can handle every single thing that come to me. This time, i've drop down, all the way down. It's all said and done. And the only thing is to give up. I gave up not because the feeling fade, but because i got no more choices to make. And giving up was my only choice. I failed, fcking failed. I knw it right from the start, but i refuses to give up and allow myself to fall deeper and deeper each day. I never learnt. I always don't learnt. And i end up being miserable. It was my mistake, i fell. Sorry. 

不是不想把你留住， 而是我根本留不住你。走到这里，已经很难回头。一开始我就不应该。是我让自己献得那么深，不能怪任何人。 我不是不爱，而是我根本爱不起。是时候放手了，只要你开心就好。不管是什么，请你一定要快乐。

:')