Monday, September 23, 2013

I didn't mean to but i still did.

Falling in love with you wasn't in my plan, i just did . Maybe this time round i didn't make a mistake letting you know because you're different from the rest, you didn't avoid. Really glad . But you fell so hard for her. I won't stop you because it's your freedom, seeing you happy, it's already more than enough. But i never wanted to see you sad . Never wanted. Be it with or without me, please be happy alright. Perhaps, i shouldn't have fell for you in the first place. Im so afraid that im going to fall as hard as i fall that time, i took a long time to stand back up and i don't want to go through it anymore. I have to constantly remind myself not to fall too deep. But i guess no matter how many times i've been reminding myself, it just don't seem to work. After all this time knowing you, i really feel that you're different from the rest. I wished you you could feel the same way like how i feel about you. I told myself that i really need to stop trying so hard because i will never be the one but i always try no matter what. And nothing could express how much i like you. But everything was my own willingness . You just don't feel the same as i did. Will you ever realised if i ever stop trying ?

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