Yes I’m falling apart . The thoughts killls me, having you not talking to me kills me , having you block me kills me, missing you kills me , every single thing is killing me rn espiciay loving you.. you got no idea how much I wanted you. But it was so simple for you to block me out of your life , because I was never a part of your life and you find me annoying . I honestly hate feeling like this but I’ve got no choice . I want to be happy too. Simple call and text from you brighten up my day but you don’t know. You don’t know how much I love and care for you, you don’t know how much I wanted you , you don’t know how much I want to be part of your life . You don’t know every thing . All you care was yourself . It was never me. It really hurts so much, but what am I supposed to do. I deserve it isn’t it ? It’s not the first time but I keep chasing after you no matter what and you keep leaving me like this. It’s fofferent now because once you block me it’s a clear cut from you. And I really hated how things are .