Really suffocating so much, i really couldn’t take it anymore . Being there for someone but not being appreciated . You found someone to talk to , that’s why you started ignoring me and stuff . Was I a backup plan for you? Was I someone you could use ? I really don’t know how to stop this feeling . I keep trying but I keep having the same feeling . I’m really tired . All those thoughts , everything is killing me . It really hurts so much. What can I do , why wouldn’t you look at me ?