Is it really this way? When you want someone to talk to you to kill your boredom than you'll come and talk to me, is it like this? All of a sudden you stopped replying again, i shouldn't have texted you, did i ask too much or anything? Each time i speak, i'm so afraid i'll say something wrong and fuck things up, maybe i should just not text you for the moment until i let go, not fully but at least a little. Because right now, i'm too attached to you, when you don't reply, i feel so affected... I have to do it the hard way to not let myself get into this state again... It's not love... Love should not be like this , i'm the only one putting in effort and i'm too afraid of you being angry and leave. Why am i so afraid?... Maybe i should be the one who starts walking away first...Ohh wait, you walked away long ago......
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