I really tried..

I tried not to annoy you but i failed. i don't know how to not miss you .. I really miss you so fcking much, how do i make you know ?.. You know i said i give up, i never rerally meant what i said, how can i give up on someone i love for so long, so much ? I wish i was what you wanted, i wish you didnt gave up.. I really wish. Somewhere around the world there's someone that still cares for you. If you need a shoulder, i'm here. If you need help, I'm here. If you need a listening ear, i'm here. If you need accompany, i'm here. If you need someone to..... love, i'm here too . 我真的很想你，我试过不去想你，我真的办不到。请你教教我，怎样放手？我要如何做才能让你想起我？。。

Ja mee wun dai yin wah ruk suk krung