Sigh

Sometimes i really wonder why do i keep trying so hard ? I guess it's because i fell for you too hard to let go.

Thoughts been running wild in my mind for the past two days, it didn't get better. I still can't get over it. I don't know if i should be happy that you replied or sad because of what you replied. I wish i could just sleep and never wake up, because i can't take anymore shits. I won't give up because i know clearly i can't. And i'm not gonna be clingy to you too cause i know you don't like it. Just fck things, i don't know what i'm doing with my life. I want you to tell me that things will be better, i want you to promise not to leave. Sigh.
你知道握有多渴望得到你的关心吗？你知道我有多想你吗？你从来都不会想我，因为在你心里除了她还是她。真的很希望有一天，我可以是你最重要的那个人。如果有一天，我不再爱你，请你记得有一个傻瓜曾经很喜欢很喜欢你。