Getting jealous over someone who isn't mine to be with? Joke isn't it? But the fact that I'm really jealous. And obviously mad abt it. You actually fcking hold her hands infront of me. And you fcking put your hand over her shoulder right infront of me. What now? Can't expect me to take it as i nvr saw anything right ? Fcking impossible. I don't care if it's joking, i just dislike it. Perhaps I'm getting more and more short tempered but i honestly don't know why too and i just had to. That's the fcking first time i actually push you away, nvr will i push you away but this is the first time. I've always stick to you but after you did that i just had to . Maybe i acted as though i didn't hurt. But honestly it does. It hurts. Can't explain what i felt, damn. I need to learn to let go. And i shouldn't continue to let myself fall. It's too deep for me to let go.
I wish you're gonna miss me caring for you when i officially decided to not care. I wish you will.
"何必纠缠一个不爱你的人" 问题是放不了手.
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