I knw I've tried.

Why do i feel as tho im no longer needed?  

I have so much to say but i don't know how... I dont know how to put them into words too. Sigh.  

Before i knew whats going on, i realised you kept treating her so good.  But after i heard the purpose of you doing that, i don't know to be sad or disappointed. I can't express myself much on twitter because i really don't want you to feel bad. At least i still could blog it out. Your purpose was to make me 死心 isn't it? Yup i knw I'm holding on to something that aren't gonna happen but that's what i really want now.  How do i let go of somethinh i want? If i could so easily die my heart on you, it wouldnt be love. I love you for who you are . Not what you are . I gave you my best, but it definitely isnt enough and it isnt what you wanted. What can i still do? will time be able to prove everything? Does staying faithful help? I honestly doubt so.. I really miss you, the old you.  I held bavk the urge to talk to you.  I refused to talk to you as much as last time because i hate your attitude replies. I rather not talk. Really feel helpless..   

能给的我都给，我做的还不够多吗？我还需要做些什么你才会懂？