Troubles troubles everywhere..

I don't have the courage to open up anymore.

Those sufferings i still had them in my head, and yes it's not your fault . I don't blame anybody, i just blamed myself for being too easily attached at anybody. Once the person talks to me or text me everyday, i'm sure to get attached to that person. It's just like a form of relying on someone. 

I admit i still miss you alittle at times, not all the time uh. I don't even knw what i'm thinking this few days. But what i'm sure of is i'm not gonna let myself get hurt like the past anymore, once bitten twice shy. After that heartbreak, i'm scare alr . I doubted everybody's words, only those who i'm close with i'll trust them if not i won't listen. Big talks . I always believe people too easily, fcking naive . Is it a good thing to be naive ? Ohwell, sometimes perhaps ? I don't wanna look back anymore, no more regrets, no more heartbreaks, no more, nothing. I finally moved on, finally get back up on my feet, i'm not gonna let myself fall again . I hope everything will go to an end soon, i need to find a getaway to run away from all this troubles. I really hate to be troubled..