Choice ?

'Sometimes you make choices and sometimes choices make you.'

I get to choose to go school and study or to stay home and study. I really can't make the choice. And yes ofcos i wanted to stay home and not go school so badly but thinking of not being able to see you kills the thoughts. Skip yesterday's prelims exam, decided to go tmr simply because i wanna give myself more time to think if there is any point for me to continue going school and ofcos is because people are calling me to go. Shall just take the prelims and see how it goes ..