It literally killed me inside.
The thought of it really makes me feel so troubled. All those little things still craved inside my mind, i really got no idea why i still remember those bits and pieces.. Too much memories you left for me i guess ? Sigh . Remember you would always fetch me to school and fetch me home without fail ? Remember there was one time when we quarreled quite badly and i sent you a text saying ' i wish to see you at my doorstep tmr' and you really turned up? To be honest, i was touched but i didn't tell you. Remember on those 99 roses on valentine ? Remember the back hugs you gave, just because you know i like them ? Remember those letters you always wrote on every month ? Remember those sweet times, happy times we shared ? We walked through so much, 1 year 1 month, remember ? I actually doubt you still remember those things. Perhaps i wan't as important as i think i am because you gave up. Thinking abt it, heartaches still haunts me a little. Till now, i still blamed myself for everything, i should have treasured you. Everything's too late.. too late to do anything. Those things you gave, still remains with me. I don't even have the courage to throw them away, i know each and everytime i look at them, memories of us appear but i can't bear to throw them, really. Even though i've moved on, i still care . And i hated how easily attached i will get. By right, i really moved on but ever since that day we started talking, things changed.. Why am i even feeling this way ? People say feelings that come back are feelings that never left, but i wish it didn't came back . I don't wanna have another torture, those 7 months of suffering i still remember .
180420111113, i don't know how to feel anymore. Maybe what others say is true,' love you once, love you still, always will' I miss you, the old you. It's not gonna come back anymore. Please be happy . 520 :')
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