:')

This describes it all .

So glad it's youth day today, no school= no assembly . HAHAHA. Assembly is sucha burden. Okay whatever. N lvl oral tmr, worst is that it's not in my own freaking school, it's at changkat changi sec. So embarrassed to go in, shall die tmr . I wonder.. when will i really sit down and study for my exams. Failed once, dont wanna fail again. Just don't have the motivation to start studying, grrrrr . Exams in like less than 2 months, fck it . Kill me, have not even started anything AT ALL. Seriously dead.. I wanna get good results, i wanna prove to people who looked down on me. Tho i've decided to go ite but i'll get some good results and fcking show it to them. (Hopefully i really study)

Guess i feel much better, not as bad as last tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday ? Alittle better i guess. But i have a feeling i'm gonna get grumpy again tmr if i sees things i shouldn't. I miss you so fucking much. Wondering if i ever cross your mind ? Ohwell.. suck it up .