Because it does not matter to you . Even after you see, you don’t feel anything. Maybe I should really just slowly let go and not pull back anything anymore . It takes 2 hands to clap but I’m the one who’s using my 2 hands to clap all along and I’m tired alr. I’ve learned that no matter how much I do for you , it will not be enough. And you will not see them. It’s okay, it’s time. If you pull me back than I Guess it’s what I wanted, but if you don’t I Guess it’ll be the end .. I hope you know I love you so much and I want you to I feel the same