It’s not getting any better . Why are you even doing this to me ? Have I not done enough to prove that I do love you? How unhappy am I , you don’t know . I shouldn’t have texted you . I have to stop thinking about you too. And what a mood to end my 2018 . How is this even going to make me think 2019 will be better ? All I Want and all I pray is to have you, that’s all. I want nth . But you don’t think the same way.