I get so upset when you don’t reply but I can do nth about it. Spamming you will only make you block me and ignore me even more . Perhaps I should start to stop texting you first before you really start to ignore me when I get annoying . And this i keep telling myself it’s the last time, if you ever walk away again no more holding you back , no more tears . But where am i ? I’m always there to chase after you... often asking what did I do wrong to be the one who keeps loving so much and ended up being left alone . No one ever appreciates my existence .. all I want is your attention, for you to love me but you simply push me aside and said no. All this while I was nth to you and you wouldn’t try loving me . I just don’t get it , why is it so hard to love me and so easy to walk out of my life ? Am I really not good enough? Hate how things always turns out the other way round. You affect me so much that whatever I does, I keep thinking and making myself in a really bad mood. I kept praying and praying for your love, to be love by you... why don’t you get it ? Why can’t you u frat and and put yourself into my shoes ...... The love I had for you, haven’t it been proved to you yet?? Have I not done enough for you ? What can I still do... I’m really tired dealing with all this alone.. And I guess you’re just like any other guy.. I thought I knew you, but perhaps I was wrong .. getso upset and probably disappointed when I see it . I’m done crying .. I really am.