Lost.

Things doesn't seem to get better, it just seem like it's getting worst. Is it a sign that i should let go and move on? But if i decided to not contact you, you won't chase after me... It's a sure to lose you if i make that decision ... I really don't know what to do but i'm really tired..It's like i am the only one putting in effort to keep chasing you. And all you say is, Everything also can let go, It hurts knowing i mean no shit to you. I cared for you so much but all i get is you saying i'm annoying. You're really hard to please, but i just love you... If you don't want me to annoy you, just say it. I'll slowly stop, don't play with me. I cannot afford to get hurt anymore.....

I just don't know what to do anymore, i feel so lost..