Decisions..

Yes it does hurt but what should i do? I just speak out to what i felt but it changes everything..Not knowing if it will get better or it won't. It sucks feeling like this. Afraid that things wont go my way, but i can't say. Maybe i should not let it affect me so much, i should slowly let go. Just so afraid of getting hurt... I really wish things would get better. But it's just weird.You're talking to me but it just seem like you don't really care, you look like you're replying for the sake of replying or maybe you're bored that is why you replied. You got no idea how scare i am that you'll fall in love with someone else, but i don't know what am i to you too... Can things be better? Hoping and praying everyday for you to come closer to me..Decisions...