Please don't forget me .

Been sometime since i last blogged. Things went wrong, nothing seem to go right anymore.. 

You left without a reason. I really don't know what went wrong. Was it wrong for me to care for you ? Was it wrong for me to do things for someone i love ? Was it wrong that i fell so hard ? Was everything i've done wrong ?.. I really don't know. sigh. All those things just happen so suddenly. Remember where you first held my hand ? Remember how you always wanted a kiss before you go back ? Remember you told me you're afraid of  losing me even as a friend ? Remember you said you never thought of giving up on this friendship? Remember you said you'll still be here for me when i needed you ? Remember  you used to zua me home ? Remember you used to find me every friday? Remember how much you used to care for me ? Remember how you always say me whenever i used to sit with my leg up on the chair ? Remember you said you'll love me more if i change? Remember what you love me calling you ? Remember how you spam me when there was a time you went to overnight fishing and i'm asleep ? Do you remember on your birthday i went geylang with you to collect your bike and the people keep disturbing me and you quickly wanna leave ? Remember after collecting your bike we went to find the rest at pasir ris, and we couldnt find the way and you got angry becausee your bike running out of batt and after you send me there, you said you wanna leave and after that you texted jin hao saying you're lost and i cab there and find you ? Remember i sat there and look at you peal off your fish keychain ?  Do you still remember all this small little things you did/ we did ? I could still name somemore. I always treasure times i spend with you , i really did. The way i treated you was different from how i treated the rest, do you know? I really think something went into you that's why you started treating me like this, like someone physco you or something... Really .. Sigh.I really regretted telling you how i felt .. If i hadnt told you perhaps we're still bestf or perhaps at least a friend ? I really wish time could rewind, i won't make that mistake anymore. I had rather love you silently and always being by your side than telling you i like you.. It was the biggest mistake . I'm sorry for everything, thanks for tolerating me, and always being paranoid, sorry for being unreasonable at times.. I'll honestly still wait for you, but.. i no longer hope for anything. No words can explain how much i miss you .. I wish we were still...... friends ..

Remember i'll still be here for you anytime, anywhere, you just need to send me a text or call i'll go find you straight even if i'm busy. Believe it or not, no one can actually replace you in my heart, you're just special. I've said it before, something about you that make me like you alot and i don't know what . You make me feel and act like myself when i'm with you . I'm truly myself when you're here with me. I love you for who you are not what i want you to be, if i don't love you or if you're not someone important to me, i wouldn't have accepted your priority . I took in your priority because i know you're what what type of person. Remember what was the thing that make me fell for you ? I'll still love you for who you are ,  Remember you're always have my back. You're always be my favorite , i love you x :') No matter what happen, please be happy okay ? Please don't forget me..