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Just so sick of everything. 

Honestly don't know what to do anymore.. I hate getting jealous over you but just can't help it. You really can't expect me to not show anything. I chose not to speak abt it just because i really don't wanna quarrel. I've nvr gotten so angry before, and this is the fcking first time. I just can't help it. I think i got enough . Someone holding you, touching you, you can't expect me to not have any reaction.. Yes, you're not even mine, but .. just forget it. You won't get it . I know we're gonna drift after this incident, and honestly i don't intent to pull us back anymore. Because you doesn't seem to be afraid of losing me.. even as a friend. Have i not done enough? .. I want to pull us back to be like the past, but i doubt you want it.. so just let it be.. I just don't know what else to do anymore. 

我很累了，该做的我都做了。我还是不能给你你想要的。在你眼里永远都不会有我..