Nothing matters anymore..

I really don't know how to put into words in what i'm feeling anymore, i guess the pictures says it all ?

Just tired. At the point of time i thought things were getting better, i was wrong to say that. Things were never getting better. Just kept on drifting and drifting .. Starting to dislike 2014, right from the start of 2014 things already didn't go well. I won't expect 2014 to be a good year z. Really hate this year, i'm not only drifting from you, the rest of them too. I hate it but i can't say anything. I wish i knew what to do. Someone, anybody please tell me what to do. So sick and tired of trying. Tried so hard, tried so long, tried my best, but things are still the same. 

I feel it, that instinct again. I guess you're happy with your life too because she's treating you better and closer to you ? I won't show how jealous i am, neither will i try that hard anymore. So tired of all this. I should just take a break off from everything, literally everything.. I wanna cry it out , i wanna shout it out.. Sigh. Really feel so terrible. 

这条路我真的不知到该怎么继续走下去，真的累了。表面总是装着没事，装着很开心，可是心里真正的觉得很累，很难过。可是又能和谁说？一切都不重要了。我放弃了，这场战，我不打了。。