Haven't been blogging for some time, things are still the same. It isn't getting any better but i guess i'm slowly getting used to it ? Hopefully.. I'm learning to not show how much i care for you because you don't see it. You wished to get the care and love from her, not me. I don't show but that doesn't mean i don't care . I still care, im just done showing it out. I still love you, day by day i still fell. But i' learning how to control. You don't know how much i miss you when i don't get to see you. You don't know how jealous i get when you mention her or treat her so much better. You just don't know . I had rather we be friends till the end rather than lovers than will turn into enemy. The chance of losing you is so much lesser when we're friends. I don't wanna gamble this. I wish nothing but the best for you. I love you :')
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