Just tired. Mentally tired.

Yea, i'm just tired. 

Perhaps, i'm not physically tired. Perhaps i am . Perhaps i'm mentally tired. Perhaps.. Really got no idea why am i feeling like this out of a sudden. I just feel... Tired ? Tired of things i guess. I started to feel a need to distance away from people. I also don't know why but i just feel so tired. Not physically tired but mentally tired. I've tried . But i failed. I don't even stand a place in your heart . To be exact, i'm not important to you. I've been saying that i learn to look on a brighter side but honestly i didn't . Maybe a little, but not totally. I decided not to text you tonight, it's torturing but i have to. I thought you would notice but you didn't. Forget it . All i ever wanted was you to be happy. 

恨自己太过把你看的太重，剩自有想过放手的念头。我太过爱你 爱到心会痛。