Why

Stop huiping stop.

Really need to stop, stop everything im doing.  Trying so hard to act as though i dont care but the fact is that it's all i really care. I know somethings, but why do people have to remind me time and again? Just wanna pretend that i know nothing, is it so hard? Sometimes i just wish you knew how im feeling, i swear you wont like it either. Being the only one trying really sucks, totally suck.  Grrr. Never fail to go through a day without bringing my mood down because of the same god damn reason, it's always like this . Just wanna know why is it so hard to communicate with you, why is it so hard to even notice me, why is it so hard to make an effort, why is it so hard to love you..