Tired

Note to myself.

After those things, i've sort of think through alr. If someone wants to be a part of my life, they'll make an effort to be in it. You're not making any effort and i get it, i get where i stand. I should just back off. The feeling i had was still there, i'm just tired of making the first move. I think i should just stop even if i care, even if i wanna talk to you badly, im gonna control, trying my best not to show because i don't see any point in you knowing since you're not even interested. Yes, i still get sad over you, but you don't have to know it anymore. I've tried, i'm tired, everything need to come to an end.. 

看开了，该忘了。是我的始终是我的，不是我的怎样努力都没用。谢谢你让我知道。